Currently Listening Afterglow By Sarah McLachlan see related

my xanga has been destroyed and i had to make another one. so go to........

MaHrey07

-i will no longer write on this one...

Currently Listening Bloom Remix Album By Sarah McLachlan see related

lately ive been so...... down -and everything has become stressful and overwelming and i dont kno why. i cant seem ta pull myself tagether. I get in bad moods RANDOMLY and distance myself from everything and everyone and im just feeling so..........gone. i dont kno WUT my problem is. and i feel bad for the ppl im treated like dirt. I feel like i just keep RUNNING. im busy busy...and i keep getting busier. I only wanna be by myself and thats so not like me. i guess im just BURNT out. my 1st 2 years of highskool werent exactly the best. and you couldnt PAY me ta go back to them....and i feel like im in a WHATEVER state of mind. i DONT care about things. i guess i just want OUT of highskool...  i just...... havent been myself. Andd kristin im sorry......bkz i kno it must feel like im changing on you. Iiii dont kno whaaat to  dooo... i miss kyle n' sean and erin. iiiim going outt.....this is about as personal as you'll see me get. -now im getting outta my house. and working the rest of the wkend. have a good one. love u guys.

Currently Listening Surfacing By Sarah McLachlan see related

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

-Sarah Mclachlan "i will remember you"

Heaven bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
*So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...*

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the *bitter taste of losing everything
That I've held so dear.*

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So *don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...*

Heaven bend to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
One slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So *don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...*

-Sarah Mclachlan "fallen"

heyy im at kris's right now. today was alrighttt... i managed ta get a 86 on my amer. hist test that i barely studied 4 after work last nite. that was good. Last nite i randomly got sad over something i shouldnt be getting sad over anymore! but - it didnt last long....cuz i had ta study, so that was good. AND! i woke up to my alarm clock this morning for the 1st time! lol  even tho i hit snooze like 7 times and didnt get OUT a'bed til 20min after i woke up lol. i made progress yess. haha - My parents [idk about jae n' milan] are at the Big E for the day but im chillin w/ kris for the day. Otherrr than that...  i dont have much else ta sayyy... i have a food & nutrition test tomorrow and amer. hist hw. thats about it. sweet. Last nite was kool training. i trained this gurl named kristen  and i think im training her on saturday too. Shes really kool.. andd gabbbeeeee - ehhh im not writing about him on here. lol

ill ttyl <333 x0x0x laterr

Currently Listening In the Wake of Determination By Story of the Year see related

heyyy im in studyhall right now. its gayyyy as everr - uhmmm im staying after til 4 today. i have to make dessert for food and nutrition for a presentation tomorrow, tonite- along w/ other hw, and i have work 6-9 [training someone.] fun fun. thats all for now. catch ya'll lata lovee*

The bridge is all crumbled.
The water soaks into rocks
that fell at the bottom of the road (At the end of the town.)
The town that we lived in.
The memories shaken apart from the weeds that grow

Over the sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
Oh...

Out on the front porch,
watching the cars as they go by
(Eighteen blue, twenty one grey)
Looking ahead for the first time that we could drive,
Out on our own,
To speed away

From the sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
Oh...

All of the days have passed us by,
All of the sun is gone... away.

Sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,

Sidewalks,
Running away from the streets we knew,
Sidewalks,
Like the time we thought was made for you.
(Sidewalks)
The bridges are crumpled,
The water soaks into rocks,
(Sidewalks)
That fell at the bottom of the road.

-story of the year